YOO
:)
Yes i know after getting livejournal
and posting my first post
it took me 10 years to post again..
but i have an excuse!!
my computer freakin broke down on me
and i had to do all my hw manually T_T
Anyways.
I have found a new jrock friend ^^
his name is Andy from my socials class
lmao scary im mentioning him in my journal
but u knowww im always so hyped when i meet new people that listen to jrock :)
anywayss.
just some things i've decided to get today
i want to buy christo's phone : $400
and on friday, shopping for fabric. my budget is $50
well cuz there is still fabric i need for fashion.
--
The end about my life
now more about my life lmaoo.
Well truth is.
I've kinda been having a hard time..
Just with everything.
Like theres this boy that i like
but i know he likes someone else
he says he likes me
but it feels like a lie
*correction(
i
know its a lie
cuz i know he likes my friend.
i want to end this with him
but everytime i try to
i feel so selfish
and i end up stopping myself.
Anna told me she's going to slap me if i cry for him again ==
so i guess i better hold them in while im typing T_T
she's right...why am i cheating on shou
he wont be happy when he finds outtt 0_o
i mean.. LOOK AT THAT SEXY
WHORE
sigh~ things like this is hard...
but like.
i promised him i'll be by his side forever
even as a friend
and even if it'll hurt...(i didnt tell him that...)
Good thing nobody rly has livejournal to read my posts XD
except for my good old simone and anna <3
hmm and
hallie♥ says she is my friend
but i dont see her on my list 0_o
well add me up bb :D
i love you guys for always being there for me ~
even if i am making the wrong choices.
but sometimes its not as easy as it seems.

BFF4L MY LOVELY PUNKS <3
credits: Kai Leung for taking the picture :3